the title basically describes it, but im just bored, i wanna draw something challanging

there are two people that come on this account, I'm just going to call him buck, "its not his real name", he goes onto my account, since he doesn't want to make an account of his own for "privacy reason's", so if i comment on a "A" rated video, its most likely him, and that's why I go from 13, to 24, sometimes.. so he can watch his stuff..

i was recently logged out of this account, for no reason but after a month, i got my account back!!

                                    My life

Hey, my name is ‘Ashley’ .. i was born in canada, british columbia, victoria, and that, is where my story started”, my mother’s name is megan,... she’s a very tough woman, she gave birth to me by herself, the doctor’s and her adoptive parents were still in the elevator when i was born,  i was in a rush!, i wanted to see the world, i was born with red hair, but my hair went brown once i grew up, my eyes are brown, and when i was learning to walk, the pattern went “crawl” “crawl” walked for a few minutes and then, i started running, my mom had to put me on a kid leash to stop me from running into the road, and on that note, when i was younger i put the back of my right hand on the turned on and very hot stove, and i still have the mark to this day , my mom owned cats when i was born, one named dia, and the other one was named misty, i miss those cat’s, i actually still have a plush toy of misty, and i could never sleep without it, i got my first tablet when i was four, i dont remember if i was four or five, this was along time ago, since i am now twelve, turning thirteen this year, but back to the point, my tablet was charging in my dad’s truck, and i had my window down, and my stupid brain was like “what happens when i put the tip of my tablet out the window!” it was a bad idea, because i lost that tablet, the charger was ripped out of the tablet, and it went flying into the highway, i panicked, my dad did not get me in trouble, he said “you were showing me on the tablet something, and i moved my arm and it went out the window!” but after, my mom, being a very good mom, would never get mad as long as i told the truth, so eventually i told her the truth,

But, I got a new tablet. I still feel bad, since of how expensive that tablet was, so i'm grateful for the stuff I have now.

And soon after that, my mom was cleaning the windows of the house, and a bird flew in, injured its wing, so I nursed it back to health, named him travis, pronounced trav-is, and too this day, he comes back and sees me,

A few years later, i met, the best pet i would ever have, and her name, was nibbles, if you meet me in real life you’d know i would always mention or bring up nibbles, nibbles was a serbian hamster, i miss her so much, it was at night when she started dying, i woke up, saw how she was so weak, so i screamed for my mom and i ran down telling her “i think nibbles is dying!!” and i grabbed nibbles softly and i let her nuzzle into my neck, she loved nuzzling into me, and i was right, she was dying,  a few minutes later, nibbles past, on me, but after she died, i was so upset i didn't want to move or do anything to her fish tank, we had a cage for her, but she kept escaping and getting lost in my mom’s closet, since nibble’s was down there, so, everytime i came home from school, or when i woke up, we had to find her in the closet!, but anyways!, her water kept moving like she was still there, i felt comfort, and since i live on a island that is surrounded by trees and wildness,  there is a lot of storms, and after a few storms, i started realising, nibble’s grave, right by the tree, was not even fazed by the storm, everything else was scattered, but the cross i did with small metal pole, and a wooden beam, it was not even touched!, it didn't even move!, but a few months after that, i was walking past the front door that looked out at the two chicken coops, i saw a feather coming out of the chicken coop, and i thought “oh they are just doing what they always do” and so i got changed, got my shoes on, and when i went to check, i found out, they were all dead, they were being attacked, and the feather i saw, was the moment they were all killed, i miss dark spirit and caramel so much.. We had two roosters, a full grown one, i named him kennedy after my fifth grade teacher, and a baby rooster’ named oreo and his sister cookie, kennedy, cookie, and all the others were killed, except for oreo, he fought, and survived, and when i saw them, i was like “NO NO! Please tell me they aren't all dead!!!!” but i was right, they were all dead, except for oreo.. Like i said, he was sitting down beside his girlfriend, caramel, it was so sad to see, so a few weeks later, i was thinking of buying a guinea pig, and since there was two, i bought them both, but what i didn't know, was that the one i named juliet, the other one was named romeo (yes those are shakespear’s name’s) i found out, juliet was pregnant, so i got two baby guinea pigs so i had four, i named one dakota, and the other one raven rain, i still have them, and then the baby’s got intimate with their parents, and now i have six guinea pigs, i started with only wanting one, and i found out i needed to get two, and i ended up with almost seven, well, one was still born with the last batch of baby’s they had, the new ones i named, nova scotia and buttercup, and i was thinking of naming the other one maple, but she didn't make it, but now, i have a loving dog named horatio, horatio is a bernese mountain dog, that is only two years old, and ive already trained him off leash!,

im at @Rockstar-gamerrater

or https://youtube.com/@Rockstar-gamerrater

happy birthday too me!!!! im officially thirteen!...

.. im sorry about lying for my age at first, but i wanted too be noticed, and known well, for my art and special ability's

going through old files and posting random doodle's/drawing's i made!!!

this is a spoiler of something im not half done yet

creepy thing in gta 

            i was playing with chop in a game called gta5 ive been wanted to play gta4 tho for soooo soooooooo sooooooooooooooo long

                             but back to gta5 

    i was playing with chop and then it went dark and i looked at my phone on the game and it was day i thought it was a glitch intell

    i turned up my sound and heard screaming, laughing, crying!, it scared me, I went to the sewers to see if it was the sewer monster ,it wasn't

    and then i realized that something appeared above my map saying, all monster spawned!, and i realized it wasn't a glitch, then a chase theme

    intell Michael de Santa, Trever Philips, but then, chop disappeared and they all said YOU KILLED EVERY BODY WHO WAS DECENTE TO YOU!,

               and i was killed by getting caught on fire and shot by Trever and Michael 

    then my screen went black and turned on and every thing was all weird and chop bled and my game glitched and shut off and then my tv turned on

                   and every body was near a grave with knifes in there hand and I tried switching to franklin,

    there was a red cross with something looking like blood dripping from it I never saw anything like it 

     I read the grave and a grave appeared and it said r.i.p chop and, franklin!, and then they all looked back with black eyes with red and black stuff

    coming out of there eyes and I shut off my game and it said too late once i shut it off, I had 1 more second and I made it and took out the disk.. and I destroyed the disk

so all of my chickens, and my hamster are dead

note: I had 20 chickens:

anyway

I took a picture of the sunrise and I caught a orb but I lost that picture

it might be somewhere on tiktok... lost,

I caught it at 4:26, I think

the room I found the orb in, is where we have all of our pictures,

I'm sorta scared about it.

I tried to catch the orb again for months but i eventually gave up,

I don't know how i feel to be honest

the scary thing, is that i explore the forest and i always see a skull and spine of a dead animal

anyways here's the story:

I don't know the a lot of the property I live on

my parents built it on a rocky forest-ish mountain side, i don't know what to think,

there's a bunch of paranormal stuff happening now, since most of my animals passed recently,

when I was younger like four to five years old,

I remember clearly that my vision went all white and foggy and a few seconds later I was ok

but its still creepy thinking... what could it of been 

there was a dog when my parents built this place ,patches the name of the dog died before the house was finished

I still think that, patches is still roaming till this day,

i remember being on my bed and with my windows closed, i heard a bark. it was strange since the dog i had was put down a day

ago, the door slammed and it scared me without any doubt

I've always felt like something is watching me

I think I'm just growing paranoid, 

end of story:

the creepy fact is...

over 20 animals have died on this property

and my dog, Hershey, my mountain dog

always acted strange, where patches hurt herself / thing that killed her...

 and also with nibbles her water kept moving like she was still there...

I'm thinking of writing a hole page of the paranormal incidents